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Tuesday, July 17th, 2007
Is it the story of a girl having flashes from her past life?
…or a writer imagining his future destiny?
Is the girl insane? Is the writer vain?
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Tags: identity confusion, mystery, occult conspiracies, online novel, past lives, reincarnation, reincarnation stories, science fiction
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Thursday, June 5th, 2008
“Sorrow sometimes teach a lesson well,
And I know that good can come from bad
So let’s look into that morning Star
‘Cause you know just who you are…”
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Tags: cancer, dying, past lives, prognosis, rebirth, reincarnation
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Friday, July 4th, 2008
“Maybe three months until you start showing symptoms, if that. From there, it’s rapidly downhill. Bedridden in six months. Your type of malignancy has a survival rate of about five percent at a year. There are always miracles, of course.”
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Tags: books, existentialism, past lives, reading, reincarnation
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Sunday, August 3rd, 2008
Suicide suddenly seems very attractive.
Guns are for psychos; hanging and wrist slashing for halfhearted gestures. I’ve always been terrified of heights and there’s no way on Goddess’s green Earth I’m spending my last seconds watching a sidewalk or ocean rushing up on me. I’ve gotten plenty of that in cold-sweat nightmares.
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Tags: DEA, death, drowning, explosive, Goddess, nightmares, suicide, suicide bombing
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Wednesday, January 14th, 2009
Maybe this is the wrong approach. There is opportunity, true, to embrace death in my own fashion; but do I thereby win? Is blinking out with a minimum of discomfort and maximum dignity the only available goal? It seems meager.
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Tags: Acupuncture, Alien intervention, Antioxidants, book, Cleansing herbs, Cloning, Colon hydrotherapy, Cryogenics, Desert Trance, destiny, Full-coven spells, metaphysical, Orgone boxes, Peyote ceremonies, reincarnation, science fiction, Spirit healing
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Wednesday, March 25th, 2009
Fortunately, I live not far from the hospital, and soon arrive in my crescent-shaped driveway, pulling in behind the RV and boat. I unravel the various locking mechanisms and punch in the alarm deactivation sequence.
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Tags: another world, astral projection, fiction, ketamine, metafiction, novel, pain, pleasure, psychedelic, trance
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Saturday, April 4th, 2009
The music turns queer, distorted, choppy, sounding nothing like the well-worn Israeli psy-trance tracks that I know I set to play. It’s as if it’s being twisted through a time warp, so I’m hearing some beats and tones before the ones they follow.
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Tags: astral projection, Einstein, experimental fiction, ketamine, metafiction, near-death, neurochemistry, perspective, psy-trance, reincarnation, science fiction, world view
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Saturday, June 19th, 2010
When I open my eyes she is before me, a radiant angel in a shimmering pale blue gown, quite literally glowing with K-glare and the background of strobes. Her lips are moving, but, curiously, making no sound; then I remember the fifty decibels of music, to which I had become totally numb. I quickly reduce it to conversation level.
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Wednesday, October 6th, 2010
I stretch and blow out a pungent cloud of smoke rings. “I want to go to a concert or rave every night for the rest of my life,” I declare, passing the joint. “Come party with me. We’ll spend all my money. We can have large orgies here. I want to dance my life away.”
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